My history with working with non-profits has been tumultuous as it has been rewarding. Many, if not all of them, have been riddled with crummy politics. Even after losing my job last year to those politics, I still had my heart set on one. I have now found that they are being infected by it. After learning that the job I wanted had been split to two part time positions this comes as another blow. I don’t how deal with this other than then to be mournful. I’m just getting sick of our society and burnt out from it all right now. I know I need to acknowledge this then figure out how to pick up and keep moving but it is definitely the hardest part.